woots.. i think i'm falling for you

Haha already a week that has passed.. yet i'm still anticipating to see that lovely smile on your face again, every word looks like a shooting star when you're the one thats talking to me. Nothing is worst than knowing that the chance of seeing you again is 0.1429% that is probably once every week maybe??

Maybe it's just me, but i think i'm not good enough for you... i ain't good anyway, i'm might not be as handsome as others, not as kind as others, not as friendly as others, not as cute as others, not as funny as others.. but i'll just be who i am and thats all i'll do...

Whether it's meant to be or not... i'll grap hold of that tiny chance if it appears before me... i can see the light~~~

Jasonagon

tired, exhausted, down and out..!

So so tired today! On the way to Shah Alam i slept in the bus, during lunch i slept on the table, on my way back to uni slept in the bus... whole day i was so so tired that i can sleep the whole day seriously XP It's a saturday for heaven sake, yet i have to start this day by waking up at 6.40a.m. !! that's totally outta the question :( aiyo... and there is was hoping to have atleast 8 hours of sleep.. sad sad..

Phew.... finally the day is almost up and i can have my long awaited beauty sleep.. and pray that these panda eyes will swift away... Was back in uni at 6p.m. from shah alam for the welding practical exercise...

Oh yeah, the welding process at the workshop was kinda scary at first before i got the hang of it.. The flame was so so hot until my face was like it went dipping into the water.. and the metal was like 1400 degrees celsius..!! even with safety gears and stuff like that, i felt every single bit of that 1400 degrees celsius heat..

For the first time i was so chicken that i almost urinated my pants. In my entire life, i finally melted a metal.. i saw it with my naked eye... the melting of the metal was rather intriguing though.. haha!! gosh it was bloody hot weyh..! Fuh, luckily it's not as hot as i am XP

After those metal welding, it's finally my turn to experience the most dangerous practical of the day!! cutting metals with oxy-fuel torches... cutting metal was still alright..... but starting the flame was scary coz i have to literally put my hand under the head of the blade to make a spark for the ignition... OMG99!!

Well.... at the very least i learnt a lot from it, experienced new stuff that i'll use quite often in my ever so long engineering career :)

Alamakie, some more Itu malai ren.... whole day pray there.. jiiii... haha even having my lunch(lunch was provided by them) i have to hear their concert the whole time.. sad sad sad.... XP no offense thought keke :) but still managed to grap myself some precious sleeping time during lunch time MUAHAHHA

hehehe.. basically that sums up my whole hectic day... hahaZ

Jasonagon

WAKAKAKA... my beloved manchester united is playing now hehe.... i wanna go and support them even if it means shouting my lungs out.. YEARH!! well.. hope they'll win... ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM!! off to the tv room... chicharito is playing omg, anticipating this match for weeks now :)

When u see this picture... all you can see is an emo fagot... taking picture of himself.. well... that's ME by the way.. HAHA! why am i so emo?? so many stuff that makes me emo right now.

I jst can't concentrate on my studies :( all i have in my mind is just relaxation OH MY GOSH!! when i see people studying, deep down inside of me, i feel guilty to my mommy and daddy.. they spend so much on me... yet i'm still playing a fool in my first year of under-graduate.
There are modules like... Thermodynamics (when i step into the class, i get thoughts like "whats in the world is this shit?!?" that keeps appearing in my mind, sleep in class or couldn't make it in time for the 9a.m class SHEAT!!) ... Mechanics of solid(The lecturer hates me for some reason, maybe coz i went and ask him stupid questions like wat's young modulus) ...
Engineering maths ( the work just keeps pilling up and i just can't find a way to finish the work gosh!! im a lazy ass GUESS WAT? now i even have maths ASSignments to gao dim) ... design and manufacture ( can't even figure out to draw everything by myself, i epend on my friends too much)
And i spend more time on basketball than my studies... i seriously wanna study at times... BUT I JUST CAN'T FIND THE MOTIVATION TO DO SO!!
HOLY.... already 1a.m. and i still have to go for the freaking workshop at shah alam on saturday morning at 7.30a.m !!! UNTIL FIVE O'CLOCK IN THE EVENING!!! GOSH!!! god please send an angel to help me, send me blessings and prepare 911 coz i need it..

CONCLUSION: MECHANICAL ENGINEERING is freakin PACKED!! WORST STILL i don't even have time for girls... LOL.. just joking... who needs girls when you have your very ownStudio XPS HAHA!

chaozZz... jason out!!!

Jasonagon

begin again

20th of January 2009 was thee last time i've written something here, when i look back at my previous post, i couldn't believe my eyes.. i didn't know i'm able to write things like that HAHA! i'm sipet pro.... I'm so so so inspired to start a blog right now because of someone...
At times, i regret not appreciating you when i have you in my grasp T.T no use regretting but to continue with my life... moving forward AND no turning back!! because i know that u won't stay in the past either

Well, as for my academics.. now i'm in mechanical engineering year 1... holy SHEAT, the modules now aren't getting any easier... yet i'm still fooling around :(

Jasonagon

home sweet home

Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam,
Be it ever so humble, there's no place like home.

Well thats something new.. haha! finally i'm back to my home sweet home, my sweet town IPOH! although it has just been a week in KL.. but when i was in kl.. i never felt like at home.. i miss my home so much. I was staying over at my cousin's place for the last few days, it's great fun there but there is the that little "something" missing in my life. That little something is my smelly pillow!! Wakaka,.. without my smelly pillow,i couldn't sleep every night there. Aduhai.. >.<>

mommy cheer up ^^

LOL.. just as i was going to get ready for my journey down to KL,i received a msg from my mommy.. looks like she didn't do so well in her driving lessons today... I hope that she'll get over it soon. Mommy CHEER UP LA!! lolx... no one succeeds the first time when they do something okey?? So you don't have to worry about it too much.. After a nice and long sleep then you'll feel much better(i guess) haha.. Trust me,i staled my engine a few times when i first started to drive.. wakaka!! (i'm so honest) hehe... ang gu gu.. smile smile, be happy always! ~jasonagon