my heart is my all

woots.. i think i'm falling for you

2010-11-14T07:57:00.000-08:00

Haha already a week that has passed.. yet i'm still anticipating to see that lovely smile on your face again, every word looks like a shooting star when you're the one thats talking to me. Nothing is worst than knowing that the chance of seeing you again is 0.1429% that is probably once every week maybe??

Maybe it's just me, but i think i'm not good enough for you... i ain't good anyway, i'm might not be as handsome as others, not as kind as others, not as friendly as others, not as cute as others, not as funny as others.. but i'll just be who i am and thats all i'll do...

Whether it's meant to be or not... i'll grap hold of that tiny chance if it appears before me... i can see the light~~~

Jasonagon

tired, exhausted, down and out..!

2010-11-13T05:53:00.000-08:00

So so tired today! On the way to Shah Alam i slept in the bus, during lunch i slept on the table, on my way back to uni slept in the bus... whole day i was so so tired that i can sleep the whole day seriously XP It's a saturday for heaven sake, yet i have to start this day by waking up at 6.40a.m. !! that's totally outta the question :( aiyo... and there is was hoping to have atleast 8 hours of sleep.. sad sad..

Phew.... finally the day is almost up and i can have my long awaited beauty sleep.. and pray that these panda eyes will swift away... Was back in uni at 6p.m. from shah alam for the welding practical exercise...

Oh yeah, the welding process at the workshop was kinda scary at first before i got the hang of it.. The flame was so so hot until my face was like it went dipping into the water.. and the metal was like 1400 degrees celsius..!! even with safety gears and stuff like that, i felt every single bit of that 1400 degrees celsius heat..

For the first time i was so chicken that i almost urinated my pants. In my entire life, i finally melted a metal.. i saw it with my naked eye... the melting of the metal was rather intriguing though.. haha!! gosh it was bloody hot weyh..! Fuh, luckily it's not as hot as i am XP

After those metal welding, it's finally my turn to experience the most dangerous practical of the day!! cutting metals with oxy-fuel torches... cutting metal was still alright..... but starting the flame was scary coz i have to literally put my hand under the head of the blade to make a spark for the ignition... OMG99!!

Well.... at the very least i learnt a lot from it, experienced new stuff that i'll use quite often in my ever so long engineering career :)

Alamakie, some more Itu malai ren.... whole day pray there.. jiiii... haha even having my lunch(lunch was provided by them) i have to hear their concert the whole time.. sad sad sad.... XP no offense thought keke :) but still managed to grap myself some precious sleeping time during lunch time MUAHAHHA

hehehe.. basically that sums up my whole hectic day... hahaZ

Jasonagon

2010-11-13T04:52:00.000-08:00

WAKAKAKA... my beloved manchester united is playing now hehe.... i wanna go and support them even if it means shouting my lungs out.. YEARH!! well.. hope they'll win... ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM!! off to the tv room... chicharito is playing omg, anticipating this match for weeks now :)

2010-11-12T08:48:00.000-08:00

When u see this picture... all you can see is an emo fagot... taking picture of himself.. well... that's ME by the way.. HAHA! why am i so emo?? so many stuff that makes me emo right now.

I jst can't concentrate on my studies :( all i have in my mind is just relaxation OH MY GOSH!! when i see people studying, deep down inside of me, i feel guilty to my mommy and daddy.. they spend so much on me... yet i'm still playing a fool in my first year of under-graduate.
There are modules like... Thermodynamics (when i step into the class, i get thoughts like "whats in the world is this shit?!?" that keeps appearing in my mind, sleep in class or couldn't make it in time for the 9a.m class SHEAT!!) ... Mechanics of solid(The lecturer hates me for some reason, maybe coz i went and ask him stupid questions like wat's young modulus) ...
Engineering maths ( the work just keeps pilling up and i just can't find a way to finish the work gosh!! im a lazy ass GUESS WAT? now i even have maths ASSignments to gao dim) ... design and manufacture ( can't even figure out to draw everything by myself, i epend on my friends too much)
And i spend more time on basketball than my studies... i seriously wanna study at times... BUT I JUST CAN'T FIND THE MOTIVATION TO DO SO!!
HOLY.... already 1a.m. and i still have to go for the freaking workshop at shah alam on saturday morning at 7.30a.m !!! UNTIL FIVE O'CLOCK IN THE EVENING!!! GOSH!!! god please send an angel to help me, send me blessings and prepare 911 coz i need it..

CONCLUSION: MECHANICAL ENGINEERING is freakin PACKED!! WORST STILL i don't even have time for girls... LOL.. just joking... who needs girls when you have your very ownStudio XPS HAHA!

chaozZz... jason out!!!

Jasonagon

begin again

2010-11-12T07:39:00.000-08:00

20th of January 2009 was thee last time i've written something here, when i look back at my previous post, i couldn't believe my eyes.. i didn't know i'm able to write things like that HAHA! i'm sipet pro.... I'm so so so inspired to start a blog right now because of someone...
At times, i regret not appreciating you when i have you in my grasp T.T no use regretting but to continue with my life... moving forward AND no turning back!! because i know that u won't stay in the past either

Well, as for my academics.. now i'm in mechanical engineering year 1... holy SHEAT, the modules now aren't getting any easier... yet i'm still fooling around :(

Jasonagon

home sweet home

2009-01-20T06:07:00.000-08:00

Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam,
Be it ever so humble, there's no place like home.

Well thats something new.. haha! finally i'm back to my home sweet home, my sweet town IPOH! although it has just been a week in KL.. but when i was in kl.. i never felt like at home.. i miss my home so much. I was staying over at my cousin's place for the last few days, it's great fun there but there is the that little "something" missing in my life. That little something is my smelly pillow!! Wakaka,.. without my smelly pillow,i couldn't sleep every night there. Aduhai.. >.<>

mommy cheer up ^^

2009-01-08T21:25:00.000-08:00

LOL.. just as i was going to get ready for my journey down to KL,i received a msg from my mommy.. looks like she didn't do so well in her driving lessons today... I hope that she'll get over it soon. Mommy CHEER UP LA!! lolx... no one succeeds the first time when they do something okey?? So you don't have to worry about it too much.. After a nice and long sleep then you'll feel much better(i guess) haha.. Trust me,i staled my engine a few times when i first started to drive.. wakaka!! (i'm so honest) hehe... ang gu gu.. smile smile, be happy always! ~jasonagon

KL here comes jsnagon!

2009-01-08T20:36:00.000-08:00

In search of a fresh new beginning,i've decided to spend some of my rather long holiday period in a new place - KL. In less than an hour to go,I'll take my leave from my hometown. Come to think of it, i didn't feel as bad as i first predicted. Perhaps in a few days time, the 'homesick' feeling will slow creep into my mind, but for now i'm perfectly happy to leave Ipoh. HAHA

It's the first time i'm going down to KL all by myself. MOM! I'M A GROWN UP NOW! lol.. Staying in my cousin's place is a temporarily plan.In my previous visits to KL, it has been mostly shopping,but this time coming,i'm searching for a job. the pay in KL in higher and the new surroundings will stop me from being bored hehe.. The place that i'll most probably work in is Sunway Pyramid. nice... I love it there.. for some reason i just like the atmosphere in Sunway.. it's just lovely.. Mayb u guys should go there sometime :) trust me you won't regret it

hmmmph..the planning of going to colleges and universities is driving me carzeeeee!! thats why i'm going to klcc this weekend to attend the edu fair.. LOL I surely hope it'll help me make up my mind, so i can stop having my hands full with all the education problems.. Wish me luck guys... If u'r going down to KL this weekend then try and spot me in KLCC .. WAkakaka!! Oops look at the time.. Look like i gotta run now.. Have a nice friday and of course a fantastic weekend guys ! ~jAsNaGn

wsh meself

2009-01-08T09:31:00.000-08:00

Good morning anD good night JaSonAgoN!! have a pleasant dream... (wishing myself a gud gud sleep) bye byez!

1 a.m ?!?

2009-01-08T08:56:00.000-08:00

LOL! it's me again... Gosh look at the time..it's already reaching 1a.m... it's way past my bedtime... Perhaps i need my mom to give me a bottle of Dumex or Enfagrow milk so that i can close my eyes and sleep like a 3 year old kiddo. All i need now is the strength to keep myself away from blogger.com... Man!, am i hooked up to blogging lately...haha! All thanks to my mom,mun yee. After looking at her blogs(which are in chinese!), it kinda inspired me to start my own personal blog. Atleast now, i have the opportunity to share my thoughts with someone..

Life after my bedtime is purely torturing!! It's worst than my afternoon life.. Everyone is asleep now.. Yet jasonagon is still busy crappin stuff on his blog. Swt... I'm all alone in my room,sneazing my nose off because of the freaking cold air-cond that is blowing right at me! I'm gonna be sick tommorow for sure...

HAHA! I never thought that i would see daddy Fong online at 1 a.m in the morning.. i just managed to chat with her for just a short period of time..(more than enough i guess). Maybe this is a chance for me to recapture some of the things i did the whole day. Hmm.. let's see, i woke up at 9.30... bla bla bla.. watch tv, online, blog, check my friendster account, and sms-ing with my mommy.. then in the evening i went for football, in which i got terribly hurt..! i just feel like Screwing up that guy who made my nose bleed.. LOL.. just joking :P (accidents do happen in sports ehh?) hehe..

YES!!! yeah man!!! my eyes are finally feeling awefully tired! can hardly open up my eyes now... guess i'll have to end this blog here!.. see Ya!*! ^^ ~jAsnAgoN

BloodY~

2009-01-08T06:25:00.000-08:00

What a nice and sunny evening.. just perfectly suitable for an evening of sports! Just like any other day, i'll cycle to a field near my house to play football with my gang of footballers.. Man.. they are so darn good at football! how i wish i'm as skilled as them.. lol!

Anyway, the match started at 6.45p.m as usual. Just minutes into the match, i got kicked in the knee by two different players! How awful was that..?? Thus i have no choice but to take a short rest, when the bleeding of my knee stopped, i resume that game filled with passion and anger. Things could not have gotten any better,just as i was challenging for tha ball, i got wacked in the face but the same person's elbow! My nose was bleeding like hell,i thought i was in a major problem.. but then, thankfully i was OK ! Yeappy!..

It makes me wonder though, does the guy hate me or it's a bad day for me?!!? I'm so bad lucked today until i slipped on my way up the staircase! I hope no one cursed me today.. hehe All i can say is i had a "not so nice'" thursday.. ~JasNagoN

Evergreen?

2009-01-08T01:50:00.001-08:00

EVergreEN.. in dictionary terms means remain green all year round. Obviously in our Malaysia,it's a hundred percent green all year round. Some our our compatriot like me for instance, wish that evergreen in Mas will seize from reality. Sometimes i'm just tired of the blazing heat from the scorcing sunlight.. For me, personally I love SNOW!!! when i think of snow, it just reminds me of the festive season.. For instance, christmas and the new year! I mean.. who doesn't love snow right ?!?? For most Malaysian or South-east asians,surely will hope for snow once in a while. Don't cha?!?? I heart snow so much that i would do anything to see snow! The only thing that is stopping me from admiring the beauty of those snow flakes falling down from above is my financial status. It's such a pity that i couldn't afford to spend my christmas period in the western countries..! No doubt that spending a christmas in the UK is one of my all time dream. As a matter of fact it's on my wishlist all year through HAHA!.. Anyone who is willing to sponsor my spendings to UK? hehe.. i hope so... In fact, i should pray hard that my dream of going to a rather more sophisticated yet beautiful country like NYC or London will be realised ! I have faith in the lord that my prayers will be answered in the near future.. When there is snow.. evergreen will not happen all year round.. lolXxXxxx... the view of trees being covered in snow is nothing but a trully fantastic view..!! Magnificento ! Hope the chance will come soon!.... ~ JASONGON

simply gorgeous

2009-01-07T23:47:00.000-08:00

hey u people who are reading this now, i bet the two words "simply gorgeous" caught your eyes right?? haha.. surely,some of you are thinking that i was referring to pretty girls right?? you dirty minded fellas.. LOL just joking. In actual fact, those words are meant for the beautiful planet earth we're living in.

Earth? Duh.. of course everyone knows about this five lettered word! but hav you guys ever checked the real size of this gigantic earth? Allow me to let you on some info. Forget about aliens, martians, and extraterrestrials. Because there is no other planet in the solar system that life can be found. Earth is of cpurse divided into a few segments. Earth's outer surface is divided into several rigid segments, then there is the inner surface and so on and so forth.. bla bla.. bla.. the only thing that puts a 'WOW' in my head is the fact that although earth is 6,378.1 Km in radius and TSA of 510,072,000 km² is among the smallest stars in the solar system.. Hmm... it just portrays how big the solar system is.. and it goes on, and on, and on.......

Don't you ever wonder how beautiful this world is ? It's just purely intriguing.. Everytime i looked up in the sky,i always wonder how far it can go. When i was a kid, i used to think that the sky will never end. Perhaps i'm right?? who knows? What makes things even more interesting is what that is present currently beyond the universe!.. Maybe there is another terrestrial planet like our mother earth in this huge solar system. So far, the only neighbouring star or frequently known as the "satellite" to our earth is the moon.Earth is no doubt gigantic,but how many of us homosapiens can this earth support? Every increase in human population in this world consumes that extra bit of resourse from this world. Hmm..i wonder how long will it take for this earth to finally run out of natural resources?!? Is the world meant to die?

Today, the 8th of january, a new year, a new day , a new month and a new morning. This morning when i opened up my sparkling eyes, i began to think.. ' how can earth exist out of nowhere? '.. thats is what forced me to get my lazy butt out of my bed to search for some info about the earth. Up until now,i still can't get my head around the fact that the earth is here right this very moment?!?

WoW.. i sound so much like a 'pro' now..The earth is just never short of surprises! Maybe a new discovery is just around the corner..God knows what it is?!? LOL! hahaz it feels great to share something with everyone.. However, this is just the 2nd post in my blog. There is so much more to share, so much more to talk about. i hereby end this post.. - JasNagon